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"Love is patient,
love is kind.
It does not boast,
it is not proud.
It is not rude,
it is not self-seeking,
it is not easliy angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects,
always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails."
1 Cor 13:4-8
"Ideal love is fostered only between two sincere, mature and independent people.
It is the inner struggle to polish these attributes that is the key. Real love is not two people clinging to each other; it can only be fostered between two strong people secure in their individuality."
-Ikeda Sensei, Wisdom of Words
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:: dawn tan :: at 8:57 PM
today is the last day of 2003.. and it is so dull. i've fallen ill and all i did on this day is to sleep n sleep n more sleep..is this a bad omen for the coming new year? half of the day has gone and i havent done anything much.. haiz.. i wonder if there's anyone else who is feeling as miserable as me today. probably my dear friend is.. troubled by matters of heart. i don't really know how to help her but as a friend, i've tried to give her my upmost support and advice.. hope things are well for her soon.
the year is finally coming to an end and i have yet make any resolutions for 2004. I've made a few last year but i did not make any improvements, so i guess it's pretty useless! i hope things turn out better for the coming year.. peace.love.joy.
dear is goin to the countdown at sentosa, and i guess i'll be watching it on tv- with commercials! no dancing.. no blasting music.. no grooving.. i'm so pathetic! and now i cant even talk much because my throat will hurt when i try to speak.. oh man...
oh, i'm starting work on the 6th of Jan as a temp roadshow promoter for Maybank. but i'll only work in the bank to promote their credit card, not those at the streets pulling people to apply for it. it's a pretty tough, challenging job caz we have to meet quotas. and my working partner will be Audrey! i hope things will run smoothly and the staff there will be a group of nice and warm people! (i'm crossing my fingers!)
:: dawn tan :: at 5:52 PM another day.. hmmm, nothing much to do. pretty bored... :(
:: dawn tan :: at 11:21 AM merry christmas to all my friends. Forgive me if i have been bad. Remember me if i have been good. hehe. i may have not been contacting u guys for awhile, but u guys are always on my mind, i've never forgotten u guys. sometimes when life goes along, we'll tend to forget about the people around us. sorry that i've neglected u guys. i'll change for the coming new year. i'll be a better friend. But for now, do give me some time and accept my apologies ok? Best wishes to all and enjoy this festive season! i love u all.. cheers! Hugs!
:: dawn tan :: at 4:48 PM Friendship is like the breeze,
You can't hold it,
Smell it,
Taste it,
Or know when it's coming,
But you can always feel it,
And you'll always know it's there,
It may come and then go,
But you can know it'll always be back.
- Terri Fanning -
:: dawn tan :: at 1:47 AM
keke. dear gave me a necklace today!! yippee.. happy like a bird! it's very nice and sweet with a very meaningful message behind it.. " the key to his heart".. mushy but romantic.. keke.. :) thanks dear!
:: dawn tan :: at 12:39 AM went over to dear's house today to spend some nice time together, caz he just came back from penang. keke. didnt feel quite well in the morning caz i didnt have enuf sleep. haha. luckily dear was asleep when i reached his house... if not.. he'll see me in my lousy mood. keke.
cab and audz came over to my house at evening to do x'mas exchange. the presents may be amusing, sweet and simple.. but to know that the three of us are still close together, it feels great. hahaz, cab lost her voice.. hope she gets well soon!
i know somehow we are drifting apart, and aud n cab are closer together. firstly caz i dun chat over the phone. secondly, i dun like to talk about my troubles. and, i dun know how to take initiative. i admit i am a lousy friend. out of the three, im definitely the worst. haiz. sorry girls.. for being such a letdown..
:: dawn tan :: at 2:52 AM A FRIEND'S GREETING
I'd like to be the sort of friend that
you have been to me;
I'd like to be the help that
you've been always glad to be;
I'd like to mean as much to you
each minute of the day
As you have meant, old friend of mine,
to me along the way.
I'd like to do the big things and
the splendid things for you,
To brush the gray from out your skies
and leave them only blue;
I'd like to say the kindly things that
I so oft have heard,
And feel that I could rouse your soul
the way that mine you've stirred.
I'd like to give you back the joy
that you have given me,
Yet that were wishing you a need
I hope will never be;
I'd like to make you feel as rich as I,
who travel on
Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to
lean upon.
I'm wishing at this time that I
could but repay
A portion of the gladness that
you've strewn along my way;
And could I have one wish this year,
this only would it be:
I'd like to be the sort of friend
that you have been to me.
- Heather Haff -
:: dawn tan :: at 6:33 PM
20th dec was pretty alright but.. so sad that i didnt get to celebrate his birthday with dear on his special day... a tired night. i just got home not long ago. because, i went to centro to support champ in this inter-jc prom pagent organised by this urberture.com .. it wasnt very nice. because centro was so packed! there's hardly any place to boogie. oh, i had gin tonic. haha. was craving for it. it's da best man! the prom queen was pretty..and i was so envious!...if only.. but.. the hunk.. not really that "hunk".. wonder what are e judges thinking! and, on the floor, there were many that are better looking than that "hunk" on stage. blah!
dear called! but we only talked for a short while. i was extremely happy when he called. i was waiting for his call every hour today. i was checking my phone every moment, caz i dun wanna miss his call. keke. he is coming back already! yipppee im so jubilant!
to fall in love, and be loved, is the sweetest thing that can ever happen!
:: dawn tan :: at 4:30 AM i went to gym today for a little workout. did some running, cycling and toning for my arms. also went to drop by at the library, and lucky me, i found my fav author's book. Paulo Coelho - Veronika wants to die.
oh, dear called today!! i was so elated. keke. i dun feel as moody as before. caz, at least now i know he is safe and enjoying his visit there. :)
feeling sleepy already, so.. i shall end here.
:: dawn tan :: at 3:24 AM right now, dear is on his way to penang with his canoeing mates for some fun-kicking canoe-polo games. i'm feeling weird without being able to say good night to him. i have been thinking about him, and, what is he doing.. i wonder if he is able to sleep well in the coach. keke, he sleeps alot.. i wonder if he is able to wake up on time. when he left for penang today, i felt so painful.. i can feel myself tearing apart. i know it's only for 4days, but when i saw him leaving.. i felt like crying. the feeling was horrible. how i wished he didnt go.. haiz, but i can't b selfish ya? it is an experience to be exposed to different environment, esp for canoeing.. i pray for his safety.
he promised me that he'll take care of himself. hope he keeps his promise. these4 days will be so so long and draggy...
:: dawn tan :: at 3:17 AM
Congratulations!! You're a strawberry daquiri!!
What Drink Are You?
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i havent really seen this before.. and i dun think i can even remember the name of this strawberriee frendziee.. looks kinda cute though. haha.. shall give it a try if im going clubbing some day! :p
:: dawn tan :: at 2:07 PM
half of the day is gone. I have been playing gunbound caz i'm trying to earn more gold to buy the avatar i want. hmm, the appointment letter from e agency is still not here yet. probably i'll go down to their office and grill them because they told me im selected and e letter is not here yet. damn! i should have saved their contact no. into my phone book. searching for a job can be a chore but working can be quite an experience. even though it can be boring, but to be in a different environment, it can be exciting.. and taxing too. well, i havent gotten any x'mas prezzies.. im so dead.. and i'm so broke. no job. no money. not funny! :L
:: dawn tan :: at 2:01 PM today i went shopping. it was great. i did alot of shopping at Mango, basically because there is sales and i made a few reasonable buys! i was quite satisfied. i bought a skirt, a red-top, a basics and a belt.. what im lacking now is a handbag and... shoes! keke. but after this Mango spree, my wallet is thinning.. im broke. oh, i also bought a denim skirt from B.U.M.. i put my eyes on it like a few weeks ago.. glad that it's still there! hehe. so, my New Year's clothings are almost done. yippee!
tmr im learning how to cycle and dear is gonna teach me. i hope i wont fall too many times and bruise myself. im not a very fast-learner, hopefully, dear is patient with me. (good chance to observe dear's patience..:P)
dear is going to penang on the 18th dec.. so sad. he is gonna be away for 4 days. im gonna feel so empty that few days and gonna miss him so much. hope dear will take care of himself there. huggers!
:: dawn tan :: at 12:54 AM
You are Jasmine from Aladdin!
What Disney Princess are you?
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i've always loved Disney fairy tale stories.. i didnt know i'll be like Jasmine from Aladdin..keke.. i love the hit song from Aladdin - "a whole new world", because to see a new world with ur dearest one is the best thing that can ever happen in one's life. i love u ed!
:: dawn tan :: at 2:45 PM
had a hard time uploading the grey star into my blog.. hmm, visitors to my blog.. can tag whether u see e star k? thankS! :)
:: dawn tan :: at 3:52 AM
now..
it's way past midnight, and close to 2am. weird, i ain't feeling sleepy at all. didn't do much today. i woke up at noon and lazed around at home with my sister. played gunbound for a few hours, ha! i've never been engrossed into a game before. all thanks to edward dear! hehez. u got me into this! BUT, it's quite a fun game.. a good game to kill time. but, it can be quite dumb when u keep losing in the game. very very frustrating! keke. but, i won't let a game take control of my emotions. it is just a game, nothing big deal if i win or lose!
canoeing..
kenny booked in already.. our puff daddy is entering to a site of physical torture! ha! i hope all the best to him.. and may heaven watch over him for his safety! oh, i was at tampines mall n i saw kianheng working.. it's quite hilarious when u see ur teammate working and hmmm, he seems to be very nice to the customers. keep up e good work dude! anything that comes to u.. u have got to bear with it!
darling..
today we didnt meet up. missing him every day! it is beautiful to fall in love and be loved! the feeling is more than fantastic! now, my aunties and mum know about us already.. i wonder what to do next.. bring him home to see them?? :P
:: dawn tan :: at 2:12 AM i just woke up. basically, today there's nothing much to do but to laze around the house. i havent been to the bookstand to grab a good book to read. i've been wanting to buy neil gaiman's novels. hehe, i have been too lazy to walk down to borders or even the library. oh, i've just added a midi wave to my blog. nice song.. i like!
hmmm, i think i wanna ask my long-lost friends out for a coffee sometime.. kinda miss them.. hehe. they are my pri sch friends, and out of the sudden, i dreamt of them last night. maybe that's a hint. hehe. shall call them soon.
oh, i found a job! but will only start work after x'mas.. going to be a multi-tasked admin girl~ get chilled! hope i'm able to cope.. :P
:: dawn tan :: at 1:01 PM
today my com has finally recovered and once and again, i can play gunbound and doll up my blog! this shall be my new blog where im gonna enter my daily posts, feelings and probably poems. hmmm, hope this blogger is easy-to-use! :)
:: dawn tan :: at 12:51 AM
dawn tan pei yi
8 feb 1985
live to smile,
For everyday
is a beautiful day!
reading:
How to walk in high heels
- Camilla Morton
song in da head:
::voice out::