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"Love is patient,
love is kind.
It does not boast,
it is not proud.
It is not rude,
it is not self-seeking,
it is not easliy angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects,
always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails."
1 Cor 13:4-8



"Ideal love is fostered only between two sincere, mature and independent people.
It is the inner struggle to polish these attributes that is the key. Real love is not two people clinging to each other; it can only be fostered between two strong people secure in their individuality."
-Ikeda Sensei, Wisdom of Words








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Saturday, February 28, 2004

i cant believe it! University admissions requirements just made changes AGAIN and we are the guinea pigs AGAIN!! Can't they just make up their mind, for once?! I've spent so much time and money on SAT tests and my CL exam..and they actually annouce that they are not really an necessity?! oh man.. i feel so cheated! but.. what can we do? we are at the mercy of the system, we can't do anything.

i shall stop complaining, if not i'll get sued or something.. anyway, the day started with work and we slacked like nobody's business, caz the officers aren't around. Haha, i earned twenty bucks by sitting at my desk, reading my book(Judith McNaught - Almost Heaven)! haha! it was such a breeze. We have to learn to take a break sometimes. If we treat Life too serious, it'll get dull. :P
Then i went home after work to await for the late night party at Embassy. It was pretty disappointing that we didnt go in the end.. adidos to Cab.. keke. Caz i'll feel damn awkward if there's only me, aud and jy. Mainly because i havent seen Fred for like 2 years, and it seems weird to acquaint with him out of the sudden. Well, the More the merrier, so maybe when more ppl are going, we can go party some other time. :) dun be too upset k, aud? keke.. :D

:: dawn tan :: at 11:31 PM

Thursday, February 26, 2004

i'm starting to doubt the truth behind "be nice to others and they'll be nice to you".. Others may plot against u and u dont even know it. The real world, the society is not as innocent as u may think it is in the eyes of the media. U have to do and speak what is right at the appropriate time, if not, troubles may just come running after u. Probably im just being too sensitive, but trust me, the society out there is definitely, not friendly at all! Also, money and gaining status are the evil of all roots. They may have u famous, but they can also pull u real down to the underground too. These two "things" are able to surface the true personality of a person. Not only do u have a bad image, u also have bad relationships with people, and one day, u'll just realise that u dont have any close friends by ur side.
Just wanna say that, being ur true self and be contented.. never gain benefits at the expanse of ur loved ones around you.

:: dawn tan :: at 10:02 PM

this is for u, magdalene! .. keke.. ok, to add image to ur blog, u'll have to upload it into some kind of html address.
I visit www.angelfire.com to upload my images. after u have an account with angelfire, u click "web shell" at the left-hand column of the home page and scroll down the page as it brings u to a new page. u'll see that u can browse for a new file under "FILE UPLOAD".
U upload the new file and when the page refresh, you view the file by clicking the view button(besides FILES:) under "WEBSHELL". it should bring u to a new page where u see the image only.
After that, u copy the html given at the field where u see the address of the page.

When u have done that, u go to Template in blogger and add this link..
<(pls take note that there should be no space here)img src="http://www.(the address here).com" >

let's say if u want to change the size of the picture.. u add this link instead..
<(pls take note that there should be no space here)img src="http://www.(the address here).com" height="the size u want,eg:125" width="the size u want" >

oh, take note that the images that u are going to upload are either jpg or gif form.

i hope this helps.. tag me if there's any problem! :P

:: dawn tan :: at 9:47 PM

Sunday, February 22, 2004

i just changed my background music..my fav artiste and fav song-the voice within! Christina Aguilera rocks.. she is finally finding herself, or she found her inner self already? anyway, i've always think that she is not those kind of innocent naive girl to sing "genie in a bottle".. "dirty" is her kind of songs, her style and her attitude.. dun ya think so?

Changing a template is so interesting, caz even though u grab a template skin from somewhere, u can edit to any colour u wish to, and also add image as when u wish! but always remember to credit the person who did the template initially.. it's only considerate to do so.. keke.

oh oh! shelby was online on friday night and we chatted on msn for awhile.. she's doing well over there, except for the weather, caz it was roasting! hope to chat with her real soon.. haha! she's also learning to use blogger now.. hope she gets it dolled up and updated real soon so her friends here can know how's she doing and stuff.. keke..
it's a blessing to know that online journal exists caz she can update her life with that and we, her friends are then able to know how is she getting along over there! keke, likewise locally, people are often pre-occupied with own activities and neglected friends once in a while, so blogger is a convenience for us to know more about our friends anytime! im not trying to praise blogger or online journal sites, it's just that im very fascinated with the way it works! :P

:: dawn tan :: at 2:25 PM

Saturday, February 21, 2004

im feeling so sleepy now.. im waiting for time to go by, caz im only meeting dear at 5.30pm. yawn.. i think i'll take a nap soon..
hmm, the more i look at this template, the more boring it gets.. hmm, probably i should change it. But it'll so long to change the fields here and there. maybe i should like use something for femininie.. but i have this fetish for black background. it's time-wasting to spend so much time on a blog ya? but, with a nicer blog, then it looks more inviting ya? hehe, talking so much, i think i'll make some changes with the skin! :)

:: dawn tan :: at 2:44 PM

the weekend is reaching! finally! day at work was pretty slack and sleepy... the zzz monster was invading into ur room like some kind of virus.. caz we are all feeling sleepy. anyway, didnt do much in the office. the money was earned pretty easily! haha! $5/hr.. they dont deserve the best! :P so we give them the standard of work with that kind of pathetic wage!
after work, i met dear at cine for dinner.. we have pastamania, my fav! i lurve pasta.. but too much is bad.. very bad.. bad for the waist! i wanted to thrill myself abit, so i ordered something spicy and added tabasco, ha! as expected i cant handle the spice and exchanged with dear's baked rice. haha! it was kinda wasted.. aiya.. who said singaporeans can take spice! i cant! :P

february is ending..and March is approaching.. and my worries escalate.. because the results are releasing.. oh man.. i dun feel good about it. Seriously not..:X

:: dawn tan :: at 12:05 AM


:: dawn tan :: at 12:03 AM

Monday, February 16, 2004

i went back to sr for awhile this evening to visit my juniors. it was nice seeing them, caz i kinda miss them! as usual on Mondays, they are doing their PT and as they sweat their ass out, i was so tempted to join them. But, of course i didnt, because i was not in appropriate attire. ha! the hunks and babes are definitely getting fitter and tanned! Hope that their attitude and fighting spirit are also getting stronger! i didnt talk to them much caz they were all in the midst of their punishments. ha! what a wrong timing! think i'll go back another day and stay for a longer period of time..and see how focused they are..
trainings.. they are all about being focused! yea! haha! sR canoeing WOosh!

Dear is now the captain for his canoe club! Congratulations dear!! With that heavy-dutied post, i guess there are many things to be done on his list..so as ur deare, u have all my support and understanding! Muacks!

:: dawn tan :: at 8:41 PM

Saturday, February 14, 2004

happy V-day and Friendship day!
how did u guys spend it?

i had a sad morning...i went to the airport in the morning to send shelby off.. another friend of mine went off to aussie to study.. i gave her my best wishes and hope everything goes on smoothly for her!
i went to work after the send-off at the airport...after work, i went to deare's sch to see how he trained.. hah, as i saw his training.. i was reminiscing about my trainings with the canoe team at srjc.. i kinda miss those days when everyone sweat all their energy out together in the track, gym and kallang.. i missed them! haha! i wonder how are the juniors doing..any idea?hey team... who wanna go back kallang one day? let me know k?.. most prob on a sat afternoon..if they have an afternoon training.. :P

ok, that should be about all, got to go get my beauty sleep!

Happy Valentine's Day, deare!!

to all my friends out there, u are always remembered! thanks for the wonderful friendship! hugs!!



:: dawn tan :: at 11:55 PM

Tuesday, February 10, 2004

it has been about a month in Maybank.. and seriously, i'm really drained. I mean, even though we slacked here and there, but staying in the office from 9am to 6pm is definitely no child's play. To have my butt be still for that kind of long hours is miracle! hah!And, to make so many irritating calls per day to the various kind of people.. oh man, somebody save me!! but, luckily, the people there are quite nice. Maybe one that gets on our nerves. There are just so many different people around us. And we never know what's forthcoming..eeks!
actually, i would really enjoy working at the bank. but with that kind of tele sales job right now, i'm really getting sick of it.. Yes, we may have some roadshows but we don't always get to go.
probably, what i get in return for this job is really some real experience. Such as, how to deal with difficult people, building up good communication skills, patience.. these are priceless rewards.

So, lOOK AT The BRIGHT side of LIFe!

to all working personnels.. hang in there! :P

:: dawn tan :: at 12:57 AM

Monday, February 09, 2004

oh man! I just checked my SAT score, and im not at 1200 yet! oh gosh.. am i tht dumb? but well, i've already done my best, and it's already my third try. hell with it!

:: dawn tan :: at 11:45 PM

Sunday, February 08, 2004

happy 19th month-iversary to our relationship dear! And it coincides with my 19th birthday too! hehe! it's the last year of having a "1" infront for my age.. sad..so sad.. im gonna get old. But, life may get more exciting!:P Dear, thank u so much for everything that u have done for me.. and i really LOVE the present that u gave me! keke! :)

I wanna say THANKS to all my friends who take the time to message me to send me birthday greetings. Thank you all so much, all the wishes are greatly appreciated and heart-felt. Million, trillion of Thanks!!
Cheers!

:: dawn tan :: at 11:05 PM

happy birthday to me.. happy birthday to me.. happy birthday to the lovely princess.. and that has got to be ME!! keke..
i've made many wishes.. i wonder which will come true.. but one of them has got to be... I wish that everyone will be happy! cheers!

oh, i just changed my template for my blog.. how does it lookeD? keke.. it's pretty blue ya? well.. i still lurve blue! and purple is always in my favourites too! :P

:: dawn tan :: at 12:21 AM

Saturday, February 07, 2004

Angel
You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.


*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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fact or fiction??

:: dawn tan :: at 8:56 PM

one more day to my birthday! oh no... i'm another day older. time really flies, so fast and im 19 years old! :P

:: dawn tan :: at 8:44 PM


dawn tan pei yi
8 feb 1985

live to smile,
For everyday
is a beautiful day!






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