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"Love is patient,
love is kind.
It does not boast,
it is not proud.
It is not rude,
it is not self-seeking,
it is not easliy angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects,
always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails."
1 Cor 13:4-8
"Ideal love is fostered only between two sincere, mature and independent people.
It is the inner struggle to polish these attributes that is the key. Real love is not two people clinging to each other; it can only be fostered between two strong people secure in their individuality."
-Ikeda Sensei, Wisdom of Words
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I haven't been home for this whole week and out of the sudden,
I felt like I'm living poles apart from my home.
Studying at NTU is no joke, everywhere is so distant.
The travelling is a dread, the amount of time spent travelling can be spent on something more useful.. like sleeping!
But I'm feeling guilty.
Caz I haven't been spending time with my sister these days.
Sent a few SMSs and phonecalls, but I guess being together is closer.
As for my weekend, it is reserved for my precious honey baby.
He can only book out on the weekend.
So if I don't spend time with him over the weekend,
then when?
Any friends who want to meet up can only catch me on Mondays for dinners or Thursdays for suppers. haha.
How sad is that?
I really miss home...
my family, my bed, the toilet, my Mum's cooking and my favourite SCV channels!
:: dawn tan :: at 12:55 PM long long time...
It has been some time since I last blogged.
I had been pretty busy with my schedule past few weeks and often,
I was quite tired and had no idea what to start on.
Well, my hall's FOC was quite successful.
From opening ceremony to initiation to games to cheers to fright night to speedy race to sp night to closing ceremony,
my OG - Hermes grew from a shy group to a very loud one..
I had fun and so did everybody.
During the camp, I had my bad moments too.
Times when I felt that I haven't help my OG to be a better one put me into tears.
Probably I put too much pressure on myself. Had a talk with a senior and I realised that our OG wasn't that bad afterall. That was comforting.
But as a GL, you'll want the best for your OG right?
However, I made lots of new friends and they are all very entertaining and interesting! :)
After FOC, school started.
Yea, now we are in the midst of the re-opening of school term.
This semester ain't going to be easy. A 5-day week and 21Aus for the whole semester with challenging modules. I cannot see an easy life. hahar.
As for canoe-polo,
our competition is coming up next week.
And, I was wondering how are the helmets and team shirts/rash guards going on.
We recruited a number of people/freshies during the eca recruitment drive.
Hopefully people stay on and make NTU-canoepolo a stronger team.
Training-wise, I wan to see improvement in my shielding and turning.
Need to work so damn hard, caz I don't want to let the team down.. :)
As for my honey-baby,
due to trainings on (tues,fri and sun), I always missed his calls on these days.
After trainings and looking at the missed calls, I felt so distraught.
I really need to talk to my dear caz I need to hear from him that he is doing well and update on each other's life.
Even if the conversation was only a mere 5 minutes, I'm very satisfied already.
It is better than none.
He'll be booking out this weekend in the evening.
Can't wait to see him and give him the tightest bear hug ever!
Missing you so much... *muacks*
:: dawn tan :: at 1:49 AM yippee!
Yea, dear is booking out at 8pm today - tuesday!
I can't wait for dawn to break! :D
And,
I can't wait to see my baby! *muacks*
:: dawn tan :: at 12:33 AM i just checked my friendster account and saw dear's testimonial for me.
So sweet of him.. hehe!
The thought that we are still under the same sky, gazing at the same stars
make me realise that we aren't that far apart.
Absence makes the heart fonder..
how true that phrase is...
*missing u baby*
:: dawn tan :: at 9:17 PM the day after dear's enlistment..
What a weird Saturday that I am going through today...
I had breakfast with my mum and sister in the morning at the coffeeshop near our place.
I initiated it caz I havent really been spending time with my mummy and xiaomei.
My xiaomei was complaining that I've always been out and that i've neglected her. haha.
Ok, then I was late for my tuition. I was supposed to reach at 1pm but I was late for half an hour. Student's mum called and I acted blur. haha. I said, "oh, I thought I scheduled our tuition at 130pm?" .. haha, I am so irresponsible!
After tuition, I wanted to kill time.. then I headed to whitesands.
What a wrong move!
There was so many army guys booking out, and I am missing my dear so much.
Well, I tried to avoid seeing all those guys in green and headed to the library.
Took an events decoration book, flipped through.. finally settled for "Angela's ashes".
This book shall be accompanying me when I am so bored.
When I am bored, i will start to think oddly again. haha.
Then i went jubilee to return my paulo coelho's book, got back my 10 bucks and headed to my granny's place.
In the bus, I almost teared. *boo*
Probably I'm just missing my baby too much.
Oh, I missed my baby's calls last night caz I was training.
I was so so so so sad when I realised I missed his calls.
He also very bad la, never sms me.. He should know that I was training... *sobsob*
But,
I am looking forward to baby's call tonight! :D
:: dawn tan :: at 7:03 PM it's our THIRD year anniversary and the date of your enlistment..
I love ya baby...
*hugs*
:: dawn tan :: at 6:59 AM
our eyes met in the most unusual way.
in a way that we never know it will occur.
fate has been kind to us.
protecting us from all sorts of obstacles.
For now, it is time to overcome another,
and i believe that we can go through it hand in hand,
once again.
Faith in you and in our relationship keeps us going and,
i know things may change a little for a period of time.
But, i believe in us.
I'm not taking it for granted and,
I am treasuring each and every moment spent with you.
Thank god that I found you, honey!
Hugs!
i love u baby. *muacks*
:: dawn tan :: at 1:43 PM
dawn tan pei yi
8 feb 1985
live to smile,
For everyday
is a beautiful day!
reading:
How to walk in high heels
- Camilla Morton
song in da head:
::voice out::