it's over?

yap, results are out.
and that's it for the 4 long (yet seemed really fast) years!

the whole process of checking the FINAL result was heart-pounding, heartburning, weak hands, wobbly legs.
it was almost like an heart attack.
and, i had to try multiple attempts to load the result page.
that final loading was insane!
the results were like staring at me.
the heartbeat slowed down.
and, slowly, the reality sets in.....

i was thinking, do i deserve the results that i'm getting?

but well, reflecting on the 4 years and the things that i've done and,
with my lower-than-normal level of intelligence,
i think i should be contented.

it is not exceptionally good that can make my parents very proud.
but, i think i've done my part to graduate, at least.

one thing that i'm really excited about is my fyp result.
it wasn't what i expected but it was what i've been dreaming of!
this result held more importance to me than the final honours roll.

and, i'm so glad.

did i regret anything? hmm not really!
did i miss out anything? yesh, i think quite a few stuff.

for most of the 4 years,
i've been trying to juggle my time between sch & earning my keep.
though tiring, the whole experience had me learnt alot about life.

in my own private space,
i give myself a pat on the back for my own little triumphs.

it has been quite a ride.
and, i think i'm really blessed!

all thanks to Him.